Sunday, October 21, 2012
Back!
Heyo People!
It's been long since i updated this space, like for a very very long ago.
Been wanting to update this space for the longest time, but I have contemplating about it.
It's not I have nothing to update about. My life have been pretty much.....Packed?
So all of you by now should have know I started school with Newcastle University, under SIT.
Okay, I'm pursing a degree of food and human nutrition and best thing is....! It's with honours.
School has started for like almost a month already? Which means say hello to Reports, assignments etc.
The honeymoon period is over!
It hasn't been much of a honeymoon period, because i've been stressing over biochem.
Like always, Chemistry has been my weakest subject, i can't find another word to describe how weak i'm in chemistry. With Bio together, best 'combination' ever.
PLUS PLUS, my course mates are like hard working people, they can study any time,anywhere,any place.
Like you will always see them reading something, on their laptops, their notes cept maybe my clique of friends, who doesn't study much like they do.
But still that's like 10 out of 51 students that doesn't study. Hahaha.
Yes, met new friends like I always does. People say i'm so extrovert, or i'm like a social butterfly.
Okay, social butterfly can be a good thing or bad thing depends how you want to look at it.
Been to SIT camp, met even more friends.
AND AND AND I can't tell you how hype I am for the UK trip next year! Okay, but money issues is still a concern.
Plus I'm turning 21 next year, time passes by super quickly once you reached the number 2!
If I'm getting busier, this space will be dead again. So i shall upload some photos here. BYE!
See you again . Whispered to you @ 11:46 PM
Monday, May 14, 2012
Back from a long hiatus!
Dear readers, it's been a while since i last blog. I'm already back from Cambodia, like obviously, my last post was on the 14th March and I did mentioned that I will update but I didn't. Oppss.
2 weeks spent at Cambodia was fufiling , well replenished, looking at life from the another perspective. Although the trip during sec 3 I felt that I did more, and spent my time on people that needed more.
But oh well, this trip was more of a holiday to me and they actually celebrated my birthday there.
Thank you everyone for the surprise on that particular night! Really appreciated that.
So after I'm back, I actually did quite a few stuff, went people's 21st birthday party. Ohgosh, I felt old. Then I quickly took the chance to visit the Titanic exhibition, which I have been saying that I want to go. Not only that also watched Titanic 3D! Same old storyline, but impact was damm good!
Regretted not saving up and watch wicked! BOOO.
I also did a 2 weeks admin job with F&N company. It was........, shall not mentioned it but I met great people there and i'm going USS with them tmr! And i'm jobless now, anyone has job lobang ?
Graduation is next week! Can't wait!
p.s : Yes I gotten into SIT. :)
Amazing people that I spent two weeks with at Cambodia.
Makes me kind of miss Cambodia now. Those gossiping sessions, cheap alcohols , cute little kids,slow pace life etc.
Hopefully our friendship continues.......
Remember to Sprinkle simple pleasures throughout your day!
bye!
See you again . Whispered to you @ 10:26 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Cambodia trip!
Haven't been updating this space, ever since that big hooha!
But oh well, life has been pretty interesting for me!
Meeting new people, spending time with weird but funny people, been to the zoo, attended dinner&dance, waking up freaking early just to do some health screening job,celebrated early birthday and spending parent's money.
After i'm back from Cambodia, then it is back to reality, need to get a job, cross fingers that i got into SIT, get back my final year results.
Probably the last time i'll ever do overseas community work, Yes i'm going back to Cambodia after 4years?
Hope it will be a fun one! Will be away from the 16th March-30th March!
** Will to get wi-fi, look out for my rare updates!
See you again . Whispered to you @ 11:48 PM
Monday, February 13, 2012
Hello everybody
I'm fine, i'm just the same old peiyun, I won't commit sucide just because of this incident.
But this definetely made a huge impact in my life.
Those who are there judging me why i'm making a huge fuss over zoo/Sentosa.
But the matter of fact it is not, it made me see the real world.
A world full of different kinds of people. Maybe it is because i'm graduating, that makes me even more afraid I guess.
I have so much thoughts in my brain, but i don't need to explain afterall.
In fact, i'm feeling sad about it yesterday, means i care for these people.
So I think i'm a human being afterall.
And i'm hope that you guys are not judging me of being petty for not attending the class gathering.
Don't worry, peiyun has a way of making herself happy by making herself some s'mores.
It is chilling in the freezer, i can't wait for it to settle in and try it.
That's all I have to say, let bygones be bygones.
See you again . Whispered to you @ 5:42 PM
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Dear Diary
I'm writing this today because i'm feeling very sad, sad to a point that those tears won't stop flowing, till I can't breathe.
I asked myself what I have not done to make a significant impact in people's heart.
What I have done wrong to receive such offending accusation.
What I merely did was to voice out , not base on assumption but on evidence.
The accusations you did to me , gave my heart a deep stab.
If I merely thought of having fun , not considering the fact that this is actually the last gathering, I wouldn't even bother to voice out, fight you this monster and receive such treatment.
My conscience is clear, that I have greatly contributed to the class,organizing & giving help events and the past years of class gathering, always asking around if people needed help, spreading positivity and spreading my happiness even though people might be talking behind my back calling me kaypoh, gossip girl, everything also want to get involve etc.
I don't mind being labelled, as long as I can offer my help whenever I can. Even if it takes the extra miles.
Some might take advantage of me, but I don't mind, i'll try to help whenever i can and if it is within my possible means.
Because at the end of the day, I feel happy that I have helped a friend , and those labellings doesn't matter.
I tried my best to make friends, being overly enthu might of offended somebody.
I ask myself, have i tried to make friends with you for the past 3 years. My mind tells me yes, because i bother to say Hi, but all I received is a smirk or being ignored.
People might have given up on you, but i haven't.
People might have sit around and do nothing and watch this show goes on, but i'm not, by sending and responding to email, i'm not hiding anything and not being a hypocrite.
I'm showing my true feelings.
Probably being too stubborn and standing by my true feelings and principles have gotten me into trouble.
But I have not regretted ever since I sent those emails, because those were my heartfelt words and I believe I did not make any accusation, assumptions. My tone for those emails were rather neutral and not bias whereas for yours I believe have offended a few.
Today, i'm going to bed with a heavy heart, stuffy nose and swollen eyes because I care about this situation that i'm in , the group of people i have known for the past 3 years and the huge disappointment I have
I know myself well and I believe those who are my friends have know me well , will support me.
They will trust that i've done nothing wrong and give me faith to carry on.
I will not be attending the class gathering tmr, because i'm afraid there will be a sudden outburst and i can't put up a fake front to meet all of you and pretend there's nothing wrong. Please forgive me.
That's all I have to reflect and bye.
See you again . Whispered to you @ 11:32 PM
